Eyes Of The Cross
Excerpt
SADDENED AT THE CHILD’S struggle,
the Angels could do nothing but look on.
They were forbidden to interfere.
The child had done nothing except to be born different and not as other
children. The doctors considered him to
be mentally retarded, though the Angels knew otherwise, he was special. He was only one of a very select few that could
still see and hear them and he also remembered their language.
Most
children by the time they reach his age have lost the abilities they were
given, in part by their parents and society itself. Yet like all parents and societies before
them, they begin programming the children until eventually every single sight
and sound given them at birth has faded from memory, a memory cleansing if you
will, so their reprogramming can now begin.
You must be like everyone else or as doctors claim, there is something
terribly wrong with you and you must be committed for further study, and many
are. Some of the worst cases are sent to
these institutions like the one this young boy was in. Considered to be cumbersome by their parents,
they are left there in the hands of these people who claim to be studying
medicine, at the expense of the innocent.
Completely free to impose whatever means necessary, in the name of
medical science, to help these poor unfortunate children. He was just one of many who have succumbed to
these medieval practices and has no say in the matter. At least that was the case before today. A long forgotten angel will interfere on his
behalf.
“Make
them stop, please!” Begged
the child of the Angels around him in a strange language. The words became visible floating through the
air and were absorbed by the bodies of each Angel.
The
Angels could only close their eyes and lower their heads in sadness over what
was about to happen once again to the child.
Many times had they witnessed this done to him and were unable to
intervene, so they chanted. Feeling the
comfort, the young child joined the chant until the electricity was sent
streaking through his body. A horrific
and terribly loud scream followed.
Fifteen seconds of horror for the child, seven times his normal dose.
During
the child’s second dose, another Angel took shape as he stepped through the
wall. The clothing he wore was not like
the others and it became entangled in the wall as he materialized. Jerking angrily at it until it ripped from
him, he left the strip behind dangling in the wall. Already angered because he was not able to
bring himself and his clothing through the wall, he turned and looked at the
child upon the table with many wires connected all over his body.
“Sleep.” Commanded the Angel.
The
child did not, he continued screaming as current
flowed throughout his body. Now closing his
eyes, the Angel began concentrating with all his might. He spoke more calmly.
“Sleep.”
The
child slipped into a deep sleep, his pain was gone. When the child fell asleep, something he had
never done before, the physiatrists and psychologist panicked. All looked up at the monitor for his
heartbeat. The motion and the numbers on
the monitor suggested that he is alive.
The puzzling fact was the child’s heart rate was that of one
sleeping. While the doctors pondered
over how and why this happened, the Angel that had entered the room moments ago, outstretched his arms letting out an ear-piercing
scream that would have shattered a human eardrum if it could be heard. A shape quickly began to form in his hand out
of what appeared to be molten steel. For
several seconds his scream rocked the room.
The
other angels that were chanting for the child also let out their own screams
and they too, with their arms outstretched began to
form something in their hands. The one
that began the screams, his was now complete.
It was a radiant sword, though it flickered in-and-out of its
radiance. He tried passing through the
table the child was laying on, but again his clothing would not allow him. Though close enough to where he wanted to be,
he wielded his sword through the machine that was used to cause the child
harm.
“Stop. Stop it
now.” Solemnly spoke the Angel. “I no longer lead you. My place is not there any more. I no longer have wings as you and my light
grows dim. Therefore I am unable to
light the way for anyone.”
“But Mi.cha.el,” spoke an Angel rising to his feet. “He has not removed you as the
“It has
been two thousand years and He has not once spoken to me. I have to speak through the children of this
world and even then He does not speak to me.
I am left to wonder why He lets me go on.” Said Mi.cha.el.
Then
another figure entered the room revealing himself to Mi.cha.el.
“I will answer that,” he replied entering the
room in a brilliant light that stayed around him.
“Gabriel.”
Came a surprised, yet frustrated response from Mi.cha.el. “Where
have you been? Why haven’t you revealed
yourself to me so I would not have felt so alone? It has been over two thousand years since
Lucifer and I did battle over The Word, The manifest Son of God. Why did He take back the army of
Angels and let Lucifer have Him? Lucifer
was all but defeated and I could have finished him. But in a blink, my army was gone, removed
from me. The only thing between The Word
and Lucifer and all his might was me. He
left me to battle Lucifer and his army alone.
Though at that moment I felt more powerful than I ever
have, because I thought that He believed in me that much to leave me there. But when Lucifer was cut and a strange mist
covered me, I felt everything I once knew abandon me. I suddenly felt alone, so alone Gabriel that
I cannot describe to you what it feels like.
I felt shame, and I felt guilt for not listening when I was told to leave. I then discovered that I was unable to
leave. I was stuck in this world. I was made to suffer as I was forced to watch
from afar as The Word was being punished so brutally. Gabriel, they nailed Him to a cross! I watched Him die! How could The Son die, it was not supposed to
happen, but I saw it with my own eyes.
Since that day I have carried nothing but emptiness inside. My faith is weakened by what I saw. Was He or was He not the almighty. What has happened to Heaven,
is it still there?”
Gabriel
said nothing at first. He only stood
looking Mi.cha.el over from head to foot. He had not gained any weight; he still looked
trim and fit, at least from what Gabriel could see. Looking at his feet, Gabriel noticed the
extremely worn, scuffed boots with holes beginning to show. Strapped to his waist he wore light brown
leather pants with short tassels containing small ornaments, of western Indian
tribes. The tassels started at his waist
running down the sides of his legs stopping at his knees. Wrapped around his waist was a belt with a
unique buckle. The buckle contained two
identical yet intricately designed hilts for daggers that mirror the hilt upon Mi.cha.el’s sword.
Scanning upward to his shirt, Gabriel saw the` rips caused by the wall
when Mi.cha.el entered and the effects of the table
where the boy lay that held pieces of cloth that were embedded in the corner,
left there when Mi.cha.el tried to pass through
it. The clothes were, at one time,
patterned after what most western cowboys would have worn back in the eighteen
hundreds. Though now it hung loosely on
him because of the tears. Moving ever
upward to his head Gabriel began to examine him more closely. Clean-shaven, yet a worn look about him with
tired looking eyes. Mi.cha.els’
hair was close to the same length as when he last saw him, just over his
shoulders. Though he
was wearing a red bandanna containing the words ‘Is it still there?’ with
question marks blanketing the rest.
Gabriel began shaking his head and grinning.
“I have
missed you Mi.cha.el, we all have. From the looks of you, you have had a pretty
rough time. What have you been doing all
these years? We were never allowed to
see or know your whereabouts as it was kept hidden. We do not know where you have been or what
you have done. Tell us Mi.cha.el some of the things you have seen and done while
you were away.”
Mi.cha.el anxious to know the outcome of Heaven
inquired again.
“I
asked you about Heaven. Tell me, does it
still exist?”
Looking
deeply into Mi.cha.el’s eyes, Gabriel’s own eyes
sparkled with what he was about to tell him.
“Yes it
exists! Heaven does indeed exist! Though
somewhat differently than when you saw it last.
Because of that day you spoke of, when The Word was crucified. It was changed forever by an unbelievable
glory that none of us saw coming. It was
deliberate for The Word to suffer the way He did. Lucifer had fallen into such a web. If you could have seen
Lucifer’s face when The Word was draped over the cross. He thought he had won. But The Word took it upon himself to absorb
the sins of mankind. He carried it with
him and he forgave the world.
“Don’t
you see Mi.cha.el, He made it possible for not
just
“Embarrassed,
he laid quiet for many, many years. When
he came again, it was with a fury, sweeping souls as easily as before. He gave greatness away as if tossing it on
the streets. Man has grasped it up,
thinking nothing of it. Wealthy and
powerful have many become of those who took what Lucifer did sow. Evil is upon the face of the Earth. The righteous need once again a saviour to
deliver them. Only revealed to me at
this moment is the reason why you were left behind. It is you Mi.cha.el. You are that saviour. Over the years you have seen the world grow,
not as we see it, but as man sees it. Mi.cha.el you are believed in that much, by Him, to
fulfill the charge given you. Most of
your powers were taken from you, so you could witness and see through your own
eyes what is happening around you. Knowing
you could not change it, you would not attempt.
Now Mi.cha.el, it is returned to you. All that you held in Heaven is returned with
all its glory. Embrace the gift, for you
will need it against Lucifer and his new ways.
You will pave the way for His next coming.”
“Tribulation?” Asked Mi.cha.el.
“Tribulation.”
Gabriel responded, confirming Mi.cha.el’s
suspicion. “But you must leave quickly
before Lucifer arrives. He does not know
what became of you and for now he must not find out. In time he will discover who you are. Keep who you are hidden from all until your
powers are needed. Only when necessary
shall you make yourself known. Glory be upon our Archangel Mi.cha.el. Argue not for Lucifer approaches, he must not
find you among us. Go Mi.cha.el.”
Mi.cha.el, without questioning and with his powers
restored to him, turned and walked effortlessly through the wall. Peace was with him at last. He knew the reasons why he was left and knew
what he must do. The fate of the world
rests upon him. His final call to the
greatest battle lay ahead.
W W W
As for Gabriel, he and the others waited for
Lucifer to enter. While they waited, he
placed the unaware doctors milling about in the darkness, into a deep
sleep. They fell to the floor. Suddenly all angels turned
staring at a single point in the wall.
They felt Lucifer coming. He
entered exactly where the angels stared.
Stopping only steps within the wall Lucifer scanned the room. Several others entered behind him. They were his lieutenant’s so to speak, all
former angels of Heaven. Every one of
them including a vast number of their kind not present did follow Lucifer at
the time he wanted Heaven for himself. They
along with Lucifer were cast down from Heaven.
The place they were sent already existed long before Lucifer and his
followers were cast into it. Though it was empty for the longest time. Why it was made, and its purpose, no one
knew. But now it was occupied.
Was it
created for that purpose, waiting for Lucifer to fulfill his role? Was it known to Him that he, Lucifer,
would do what he was doing? Is all that
we see and know planned for us? Why go
to such extremes? Why not just make things
happen instantly and be done with it? Is there going to be a fantastic event that we, man, and even the
Angels cannot begin to fathom.
What are His plans and what will we see when He is done? Each of us has a role in His creation. But what that is, none of us know. What we do know is that man constantly tries
to block great heavenly achievements by destroying goodness. When something good appears, man races to
destroy it. Man has become efficient at
what he does. Be it man or woman, it
matters not. A man when he sees
something good, he wants it for himself.
If he cannot obtain it wholly then no one will obtain it. He sets out to destroy any and all good
around him. And he succeeds. When a woman sees good,
she does not purposely set out to destroy it, on the contrary. She can improve on it until all exuberance of
good has been wiped away. The very
meaning of the good is then so distorted and unrecognizable that no one
remembers what was there in the first place.
All attempts to send goodness to us, we conveniently find a way to shape
it to fit our lives. So we destroy what
is given us, the same as Lucifer. That
is why Gabriel looked so unkindly toward Lucifer, for Lucifer knew the
difference and so did his followers.
“You
have something to say to me Gabriel, if so, then say
it!” Spoke Lucifer in a deep hateful
tone.
After a
short pause Gabriel said.
“Your
unopposed time is at hand.”
Lucifer’s
expression did not change as he asked.
“Tribulation?”
Gabriel gave a single nod as Lucifer stood
there looking at him expressionless for several moments.
“And He
still does not intend to interfere?” Asked Lucifer.
“Those
are His words. He will not
move against you as you have done against Him. He is not like you.” Gabriel answered.
“Silence
messenger.” Shouted
Lucifer angrily. “I did not come
here to listen to you and your sorrows.
I came to hear what He has to say. I do not need you to speak for me, I will
tell Him myself.” Lucifer looked
upward and began to speak.
“Oh
hear me you once great one. It is I
Lucifer and I am here to speak to you directly not through some messenger. I don’t want any of it lost in
translation. Come forth and hear my
words.”
Immediately
an eerie silence fell upon the Earth.
Lasting for only a split second, nothing was heard coming from man. It was as if man did not exist for that brief
moment. Some did notice the peculiar
event, but as for most, they carried on with their busy lives noticing nothing
out of the ordinary. But during man’s
brief moment, He and Lucifer spoke.
They spoke of a great many things.
Becoming enraged by the distraction of the recorders recording all that was
said, Lucifer began shouting at them.
“STOP
THAT WRITING. Why do You
still insist on writing down what is said.
Who is it for?”
“If you Lucifer are, who you believe you are, then you would know. As I have always known, you are who I know
you are!” Spoke Him. “Come Lucifer and
join us once again. No longer would you
retain what you have, you would have to give it all up to come. You would come empty-handed, but into glory
would you step. Join us and teach those
who follow you to love again. All have it, it just needs to be released.”
“Ha,” sneered Lucifer. “Why
would I return and bow to You when I have just
as many in my kingdom and they all bow to me.
Now with more and more coming to me these days than in years past, why
would I want to change? Your numbers
dwindle while mine grow. Tell me, where
has Your love gotten You! Besides I am what You
made me to be, and that is a god. You
forced me to it because You will not punish
those who have wronged You. I
will! Why do you think I left? You are weak and will not do harm. For I know well that You
will not destroy what You have made. Oh,
you did send floodwaters and afterward said you would not do it again. Then you sent fire from the heavens upon a
couple of cities and then none after that when many more cities deserve
worse. And you even created
famines. What a most powerful god you
are. For man can
create famines on his own, does that make them gods as well? Oh yes, you need me to do what I am doing
here, because you will not. I expose the
wicked so they all stand together, even man can see them. Then you give man enough power to destroy
himself because you love even the wicked so much that you cannot bring yourself
to destroy them on your own. Then I take
in those wicked and punish them as they should be punished. And I do it as a god. The way you should be doing
it. Why did you create them in
the first place when you had us? Were we
not enough to give you what you wanted?”
“You were not the first Lucifer, nor were any Angels. Man came first. When Earth was created, man was placed within
her womb. For many millennia man slept,
waiting for the moment to rise out of the ashes and dust. Man had not the will to do what needed to be
done own his own, he needed companionship.
Therefore Angels were created out of the very texture of Heaven to
provide that companionship. For man’s future would desperately need what the Angels had to
offer, and that was to not be alone in this great vastness. The comfort Angels provide, allow man to
flourish in every way possible. Now you
take advantage of their success Lucifer, creating such power starved men who would do anything to further their ambitions. They even remove the very breath of life from
another to accomplish their goals. You
gave them this Lucifer; you did show them how it is to be done. Therefore the sins of man are found in you. You are the birth and death of sin. Come not to Me again
Lucifer until you have emptied your heart and filled that void with what I have
given you. Do remember what was told
you, that man came before you and you shall serve man.”
Lucifer
cringed at the thought as he bellowed.
“NOOOOO. This
place shall be damned forever. Never
shall I serve even one of them. I will
have them destroy this Earth and all on it.
You can have the scraps from the table, the rest are mine.”
“You have learned nothing Lucifer. Man, even through all his hate, finds a way
to love. And it will be mans’ love that
stops you, not I. My will is for that
which is found only upon the face of the Earth to come against you. I shall not send any from Heaven. This by no means is a battle between us; it
is a battle between you and man. You say
you are a god. Then show man and your
followers that you are that. Show your
strength and your evil, but in the end you shall find it is not enough. It takes a courageous and righteous soul to
win the battle, something you do not posses.
Beware of one such soul that roams the Earth. I tell you this because I want you at your
strongest when you both meet.”
The
silence that was upon the Earth was now lifted and He was gone.